A Trans-Woman's Experience at Hedonism
Year 1- Summary
“I hope someone thinks I’m pretty… Oh gods, what if everybody avoids me… Will there be other trans people there… What If I don’t like dick the same way I did before surgery… What if I don’t like being with women in the same way now too… What if they don’t like the way I taste… What if I can’t actually manage to get it inside me… OMG I can barely make myself cum, what if nobody else can make me… Will I have to fake it in the orgy room… OMG, the orgy room, what if someone finds out I’m trans after being with me in the orgy room and gets angry at me?”
I had some generalized wish-list items going into my first year abroad, but the only one that truly mattered was losing my newly crafted vaginal virginity to a non-artificial penis.
Being demi-sexual too, I was extremely happy to see that my travel group had an app with a chat feature so that I could form some mental connections that would fuel my own desires. I’d tease attendees with half-naked pics in our feed to draw them in, then get to know them better once they were hooked. This was simultaneously the best and worst tool for how I approached my first experience here.
But you’re getting your mental connection, what could be bad about it all? I tried to make plans for a week-long swinger party. That never works out as intended. So many people and couples went onto my wish-list without ever getting time together in the end. Most impactful of all, I found someone I WANTED to lose my virginity to:
---CUT UNTIL FINALIZED BOTH YEARS---
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Year 1 - Night 4
Year 1 - Night 6
Year 1 - Night 7
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Year 2 - Summary
Year 2 - Night 2
Year 2 - Night 3
Year 2 - Night 4
Year 2 - Night 5
Year 2 - Night 6